How painful is grief
How helpless is grief
Its a like a rock kept on the heart
While you are trying to get up an lead a life
You walk around with this rock as if it does not exist
You move on as if nothing has happened.
Once in a while, you notice the rock
You get crushed under its weight
It breaks you, it takes away the earth from underneath your feet
It takes your breath away.
It takes away a part of you each time,
that you will never get back
that you will never get back
Every night you sleep into nothingness
You cease to exist for a while
But when you wake up to reality
You wish reality were just a bad dream
